{"id":45348,"date":"2025-02-27T18:26:24","date_gmt":"2025-02-27T23:26:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/rachellerogers.com\/dev1\/?p=45348"},"modified":"2026-02-27T21:07:29","modified_gmt":"2026-02-28T02:07:29","slug":"learning-to-be-astonished","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rachellerogers.com\/dev1\/learning-to-be-astonished\/","title":{"rendered":"Learning To Be Astonished"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"et_pb_section_0 et_pb_section et_section_regular et_block_section\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_row_0 et_pb_row et_block_row\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_column_0 et_pb_column et_pb_column_1_3 et_block_column et_pb_css_mix_blend_mode_passthrough\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_text_0 et_pb_text et_pb_bg_layout_light et_pb_module et_block_module preset--group--divi-text--divi-font-header--default\"><div class=\"et_pb_text_inner\"><p>27<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_text_1 et_pb_text et_pb_bg_layout_light et_pb_module et_block_module preset--group--divi-text--divi-font-header--default\"><div class=\"et_pb_text_inner\"><p>February 2025<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_text_2 et_pb_text et_pb_bg_layout_light et_pb_module et_block_module preset--group--divi-text--divi-font-header--default\"><div class=\"et_pb_text_inner\"><p>Consciousness<br \/>Happiness<br \/>Vibrational Frequency<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_column_1 et_pb_column et_pb_column_2_3 et-last-child et_block_column et_pb_css_mix_blend_mode_passthrough\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_post_title_0 et_pb_post_title et_pb_bg_layout_light et_pb_module et_block_module\"><div class=\"et_pb_title_container\"><h1 class=\"entry-title\">Learning To Be Astonished<\/h1><p class=\"et_pb_title_meta_container\">by <span class=\"author vcard\"><a href=\"https:\/\/rachellerogers.com\/dev1\/author\/wprr\/\" title=\"Posts by Rachelle Rogers\">Rachelle Rogers<\/a><\/span><\/p><\/div><\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_text_3 et_pb_text et_pb_bg_layout_light et_pb_module et_block_module preset--group--divi-text--divi-font-header--default\"><div class=\"et_pb_text_inner\"><p>I\u2019ve now been living in Longmont CO for over three and half months, and I must admit that, much sooner than I could have imagined, I came to the point where I no longer looked back. I can\u2019t say that Colorado now feels like home, although it does feel like the absolute right place for me to be. The idea of \u201chome\u201d has become more difficult to define lately. \u201cHome\u201d has become more of an inside feeling, undefined by geography. And yet, where I am now seems to be the perfect outward reflection of this more expansive inner space.<\/p>\n<p>I call Colorado the Land of Big Sky. Sky is important to me. The unexpected shapes of clouds, surreal hues of sunset, the miracle of wings thrill and inspire me, remind me of the grandness of creation. I feel different since I\u2019ve moved here, like I\u2019m becoming more, stepping into a more spacious inner reality. And at the same time, even though my focus is always on the larger perspective, I too often struggle to stay above the fray of the heart-wrenching, surreal, seeming insanity playing out in the so called world.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_row_1 et_pb_row et_block_row\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_column_2 et_pb_column et_pb_column_4_4 et-last-child et_block_column et_pb_css_mix_blend_mode_passthrough\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_image_0 et_pb_image et_animated et_pb_module et_block_module\"><span class=\"et_pb_image_wrap\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/rachellerogers.com\/dev1\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/the-beethoven-frieze-the-longing-for-happiness-finds-repose-in-poetry-right-wall-1-web.jpg\" width=\"1500\" height=\"687\" srcset=\"https:\/\/rachellerogers.com\/dev1\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/the-beethoven-frieze-the-longing-for-happiness-finds-repose-in-poetry-right-wall-1-web.jpg 1500w, https:\/\/rachellerogers.com\/dev1\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/the-beethoven-frieze-the-longing-for-happiness-finds-repose-in-poetry-right-wall-1-web-1280x586.jpg 1280w, https:\/\/rachellerogers.com\/dev1\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/the-beethoven-frieze-the-longing-for-happiness-finds-repose-in-poetry-right-wall-1-web-980x449.jpg 980w, https:\/\/rachellerogers.com\/dev1\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/the-beethoven-frieze-the-longing-for-happiness-finds-repose-in-poetry-right-wall-1-web-480x220.jpg 480w\" sizes=\"(min-width: 0px) and (max-width: 480px) 480px, (min-width: 481px) and (max-width: 980px) 980px, (min-width: 981px) and (max-width: 1280px) 1280px, (min-width: 1281px) 1500px, 100vw\" class=\"wp-image-45352\" title=\"the-beethoven-frieze-the-longing-for-happiness-finds-repose-in-poetry-right-wall-1 web\" \/><\/span><\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_text_4 et_pb_text et_pb_bg_layout_light et_pb_module et_block_module preset--group--divi-text--divi-font-header--default\"><div class=\"et_pb_text_inner\"><p><em>Joy, beautiful divine spark! This kiss for the whole world.<\/em><span> <\/span><span>Beethoven\u2019s Ninth Symphony<br \/>From the Frise Beethoven de Klimt, designed by Gustav Klimt for the fifteenth exhibition of the Pavillon de la S\u00e9cession \u2013 Vienna 1902<br \/><\/span><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_row_2 et_pb_row et_block_row\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_column_3 et_pb_column et_pb_column_2_3 et_block_column et_pb_css_mix_blend_mode_passthrough\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_text_5 et_pb_text et_pb_bg_layout_light et_pb_module et_block_module preset--group--divi-text--divi-font-header--default\"><div class=\"et_pb_text_inner\"><p>I have to continually remind myself that as human beings and as a planet we are heading into something completely new and uncharted, and that the old control, manipulation, and destruction might flail for a while, but <em>will<\/em> fall apart in order to make way for what\u2019s coming. I do not believe we are in yet another repetitive cycle that will play out as it has for eons. I believe that from the larger perspective what\u2019s happening is part of something that\u2019s never happened before, a grand evolution of consciousness in which we will come to know how we came to be here on this tiny planet in the middle of a galaxy in the corner of a universe in the vastness of infinity. We will come to remember who we truly are. Although you will not hear this news in any traditional media coverage, there are millions of awakening souls all over the planet who are already feeling the truth of what\u2019s unfolding.<\/p>\n<p>Meanwhile as the drama plays out in the lower vibrational world of fear, duality, separation, greed, we each have our journeys to take, and choices to make. One thing I\u2019ve come to realize is that nothing \u201cout there\u201d is certain. For me, the only certainty, the only truth, is what I feel in my heart. And that is the place from which I create. From that space, anything is possible.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_column_4 et_pb_column et_pb_column_1_3 et-last-child et_block_column et_pb_column_empty et_pb_css_mix_blend_mode_passthrough\"><\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_row_3 et_pb_row et_block_row\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_column_5 et_pb_column et_pb_column_1_3 et_block_column et_pb_css_mix_blend_mode_passthrough\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_image_1 et_pb_image et_animated et_pb_module et_block_module\"><span class=\"et_pb_image_wrap\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/rachellerogers.com\/dev1\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/Koho-Shoda-Moonlit-Sea-1920-web.jpg\" width=\"800\" height=\"1000\" srcset=\"https:\/\/rachellerogers.com\/dev1\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/Koho-Shoda-Moonlit-Sea-1920-web.jpg 800w, https:\/\/rachellerogers.com\/dev1\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/Koho-Shoda-Moonlit-Sea-1920-web-480x600.jpg 480w\" sizes=\"(min-width: 0px) and (max-width: 480px) 480px, (min-width: 481px) 800px, 100vw\" class=\"wp-image-45357\" title=\"Koho-Shoda-Moonlit-Sea-1920-web\" \/><\/span><\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_text_6 et_pb_text et_pb_bg_layout_light et_pb_module et_block_module preset--group--divi-text--divi-font-header--default\"><div class=\"et_pb_text_inner\"><p><span>Koho Shoda <em>Moonlit Sea<\/em> 1920<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_column_6 et_pb_column et_pb_column_2_3 et-last-child et_block_column et_pb_css_mix_blend_mode_passthrough\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_text_7 et_pb_text et_pb_bg_layout_light et_pb_module et_block_module preset--group--divi-text--divi-font-header--default\"><div class=\"et_pb_text_inner\"><p>Others may be called to take action in the physical world, to peacefully protest, to speak out to those who think they are in power, to dig deep and discover their own inner strength. My grandest advice to the courageous souls who choose that path is \u2014 stay strong, go high, and focus on what you\u2019re <em>for<\/em>, not what you\u2019re <em>against<\/em>. We get what we focus upon, whether we want it or not. As Al Einstein has said: <em>Everything is energy and that is all there is to it. Match the frequency of the reality you want and you cannot help but get that reality. It can be no other way. This is not philosophy. This is physics.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>As far as those who choose the low path of violence, there is nothing I or anyone else of like mind could say to them that they would hear. The most we can do is to aim our creative intention in a much more expansive direction.<\/p>\n<p>As for me, my commitment at this time is an inner commitment to live from the best of my self, to hold the highest vibration I can offer at any given moment. It takes constant vigilance, gently checking in with myself several times a day to see where I\u2019m vibrating. If I\u2019m on a downward slide, I\u2019ve learned that the most important thing to do before anything else is to feel whatever I\u2019m feeling. To embrace and honor those feelings without self-judgement, and, without attaching to them any story. It\u2019s just about feeling the emotions in order to move through them. The next thing I do is make another choice, one that comes from the Big Heart.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_row_4 et_pb_row et_pb_row_1-4_1-2_1-4 et_block_row et_block_row_1-4_1-2_1-4 et_animated\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_column_7 et_pb_column et_pb_column_1_4 et_block_column et_pb_column_empty et_pb_css_mix_blend_mode_passthrough\"><\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_column_8 et_pb_column et_pb_column_1_2 et_block_column et_pb_css_mix_blend_mode_passthrough\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_icon_0 et_pb_icon et_pb_module et_block_module\"><span class=\"et_pb_icon_wrap\"><span class=\"et-pb-icon\">\uf004<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_column_9 et_pb_column et_pb_column_1_4 et-last-child et_block_column et_pb_column_empty et_pb_css_mix_blend_mode_passthrough\"><\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_row_5 et_pb_row et_block_row\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_column_10 et_pb_column et_pb_column_1_2 et_block_column et_pb_css_mix_blend_mode_passthrough\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_text_8 et_pb_text et_pb_bg_layout_light et_pb_module et_block_module preset--group--divi-text--divi-font-header--default\"><div class=\"et_pb_text_inner\"><p>To understand what it means to be doing inner work, one must understand that vibrational frequency matters. Fear is one of the lowest if not <em>the<\/em> lowest frequency energetically on the planet. Love, unconditional love, on the other hand, is the highest. And it expands exponentially. It is the vibration from which we can send Light, Love, Peace, Compassion into the \u201cfield,\u201d the energy field, thereby creating new choices for those beginning to awaken. It is the realm of unlimited possibility.<\/p>\n<p>Holding these higher frequencies is not focused upon wanting to change anyone. No one can change another. But putting the vibration of unconditional love into the field creates possibility that wasn\u2019t there before. Perhaps a new idea comes to someone\u2019s mind. Perhaps someone starts asking the big questions like <em>Who am I and why am I here?<\/em> Perhaps people become tired of fighting, criticizing, manipulating.<\/p>\n<p>There are \"tools\" I use to help me raise my vibration. I\u2019ve learned that the quickest way to move into heart coherence is to think of something that makes me smile or laugh or tear up in a good way, something clever or amusing, something of great beauty, something that I love. One of the most fun things I\u2019ve done is to put together my ongoing Get Happy Files, which contain images, videos, music, art, words, photographs of things I collect that bring me easily into the heart.<\/p>\n<p>All images in this post are from my Get Happy Files. And here are a few favorite videos that inspire in me laughter, joy, wonder no matter how often I watch them:<\/p>\n<p>Music: 1981 - AMAZING toddler knows all the classical COMPOSERS<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/tGWI6E-zilI?si=TEYmEdgTAECKov22\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">https:\/\/youtu.be\/tGWI6E-zilI?si=TEYmEdgTAECKov22<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Dance: <em>White Nights<\/em> film duet Mikhail Baryshnikov and Gregory Hines<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/YrpkiuXg1DI?si=Fe773YVjsj04vi1x\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">https:\/\/youtu.be\/YrpkiuXg1DI?si=Fe773YVjsj04vi1x<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Video: <em>Henri Le Chat Noir<\/em> library of videos. Henri died at 17 in 2020. Video 6: Cat Litt\u00e9rature<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/ELtzZ5lJnBk?si=oLo-DDJPWUvWak0q\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">https:\/\/youtu.be\/ELtzZ5lJnBk?si=oLo-DDJPWUvWak0q<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_column_11 et_pb_column et_pb_column_1_2 et-last-child et_block_column et_pb_css_mix_blend_mode_passthrough\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_image_2 et_pb_image et_animated et_pb_module et_block_module\"><span class=\"et_pb_image_wrap\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/rachellerogers.com\/dev1\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/Toni-Morrison-web.jpg\" width=\"1000\" height=\"1000\" srcset=\"https:\/\/rachellerogers.com\/dev1\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/Toni-Morrison-web.jpg 1000w, https:\/\/rachellerogers.com\/dev1\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/Toni-Morrison-web-980x980.jpg 980w, https:\/\/rachellerogers.com\/dev1\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/Toni-Morrison-web-480x480.jpg 480w\" sizes=\"(min-width: 0px) and (max-width: 480px) 480px, (min-width: 481px) and (max-width: 980px) 980px, (min-width: 981px) 1000px, 100vw\" class=\"wp-image-45369\" title=\"Toni-Morrison-web\" \/><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_row_6 et_pb_row et_block_row\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_column_12 et_pb_column et_pb_column_4_4 et-last-child et_block_column et_pb_css_mix_blend_mode_passthrough\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_text_9 et_pb_text et_pb_bg_layout_light et_pb_module et_block_module preset--group--divi-text--divi-font-header--default\"><div class=\"et_pb_text_inner\"><p>Here are a couple of memories from 2009 of my own kitty Michou who is no longer with me.\u00a0<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_row_7 et_pb_row et_block_row et_animated\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_column_13 et_pb_column et_pb_column_1_2 et_block_column et_pb_css_mix_blend_mode_passthrough\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_video_0 et_pb_video et_pb_module et_block_module\"><div class=\"et_pb_video_box\"><video controls><source type=\"video\/mp4\" src=\"https:\/\/rachellerogers.com\/dev1\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/Michou-and-The-Red-Feather-13-Weeks-Medium-1.m4v\" \/><\/video><\/div><\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_text_10 et_pb_text et_pb_bg_layout_light et_pb_module et_block_module preset--group--divi-text--divi-font-header--default\"><div class=\"et_pb_text_inner\"><p>Michou and the Red Feather 13 weeks<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_column_14 et_pb_column et_pb_column_1_2 et-last-child et_block_column et_pb_css_mix_blend_mode_passthrough\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_video_1 et_pb_video et_pb_module et_block_module\"><div class=\"et_pb_video_box\"><video controls><source type=\"video\/mp4\" src=\"https:\/\/rachellerogers.com\/dev1\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/02\/Michous-Frenzy-16-Weeks.mp4\" \/><\/video><\/div><\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_text_11 et_pb_text et_pb_bg_layout_light et_pb_module et_block_module preset--group--divi-text--divi-font-header--default\"><div class=\"et_pb_text_inner\"><p>Michou Frenzy 16 weeks<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_row_8 et_pb_row et_block_row\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_column_15 et_pb_column et_pb_column_1_3 et_block_column et_pb_column_empty et_pb_css_mix_blend_mode_passthrough\"><\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_column_16 et_pb_column et_pb_column_2_3 et-last-child et_block_column et_pb_css_mix_blend_mode_passthrough\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_text_12 et_pb_text et_pb_bg_layout_light et_pb_module et_block_module preset--group--divi-text--divi-font-header--default\"><div class=\"et_pb_text_inner\"><p>Like <em>Mary Oliver<\/em>, I, too, am learning to be astonished.<\/p>\n<h6>Messenger<\/h6>\n<p>My work is loving the world.<br \/>Here the sunflowers, there the hummingbird-<br \/>Equal seekers of sweetness.<br \/>Here the quickening yeast; there the blue plums.<br \/>Here the clam deep in the speckled sand.<\/p>\n<p>Are my boots old? Is my coat torn?<br \/>Am I no longer young, and still not half-perfect? Let me<br \/>Keep my mind on what matters,<br \/>Which is my work,<\/p>\n<p>Which is mostly standing still and learning to be astonished.<br \/>The phoebe, the delphinium.<br \/>The sheep in the pasture, and the pasture.<br \/>Which is mostly rejoicing, since all the ingredients are here,<\/p>\n<p>Which is gratitude, to be given a mind and a heart<br \/>And these body-clothes,<br \/>A mouth with which to give shouts of joy<br \/>To the moth and the wren, to the sleepy dug-up clam,<br \/>Telling them all, over and over, how it is<br \/>That we live forever.<\/p>\n<p>\u2014<em>Mary Oliver<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_row_9 et_pb_row et_block_row et_animated\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_column_17 et_pb_column et_pb_column_4_4 et-last-child et_block_column et_pb_css_mix_blend_mode_passthrough\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_image_3 et_pb_image et_pb_module et_block_module\"><span class=\"et_pb_image_wrap\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/rachellerogers.com\/dev1\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/10\/simple-divider-650-700-black.png\" width=\"700\" height=\"51\" srcset=\"https:\/\/rachellerogers.com\/dev1\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/10\/simple-divider-650-700-black.png 700w, https:\/\/rachellerogers.com\/dev1\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/10\/simple-divider-650-700-black-480x35.png 480w\" sizes=\"(min-width: 0px) and (max-width: 480px) 480px, (min-width: 481px) 700px, 100vw\" class=\"wp-image-44277\" \/><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_row_10 et_pb_row et_pb_gutters1 et_block_row\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_column_18 et_pb_column et_pb_column_2_3 et_block_column et_pb_css_mix_blend_mode_passthrough\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_image_4 et_pb_image et_animated et_pb_module et_block_module\"><span class=\"et_pb_image_wrap\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/rachellerogers.com\/dev1\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/WA-On-Bench-RR-blog-600.jpg\" width=\"650\" height=\"505\" srcset=\"https:\/\/rachellerogers.com\/dev1\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/WA-On-Bench-RR-blog-600.jpg 650w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 650px) 100vw, 650px\" class=\"wp-image-5936\" title=\"wa-on-bench-rr-blog-600\" \/><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n<div class=\"et_pb_column_19 et_pb_column et_pb_column_1_3 et-last-child et_block_column et_pb_css_mix_blend_mode_passthrough\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_text_13 et_pb_text et_pb_bg_layout_light et_pb_module et_block_module preset--group--divi-text--divi-font-header--default\"><div class=\"et_pb_text_inner\"><p>I just added this photo in memory of my dear friend and sister-of-the-heart, Janice Fuller, who passed, 25 February 2025. <span>It's one of my favorite photos of dear writerfriends Debbie, Carolyn, and Janice and me sharing a wonderful crazy laugh, something we did often, especially on what we called our Magic Mountain. 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