a glimpse of my authentic life
Or maybe a better metaphor is that 2026 has taken off, and it’s a really bumpy ride. This month has been challenging without and within. At least for me. On the outside, there is the world falling apart — rampant promotion of fear, cruelty, separation, insanity, lies upon lies, and more, hopefully the last vestiges of false power gripping frantically…
I’m beginning this on Friday, 19 December 2025 at home in Longmont, CO. After a massive wind storm early this morning, there have been hours of eerie dead silence. No wind, no sun, no people, no cars, no planes, no birds, even the heat furnace silent due to the warm 63 degree outside temperature. At about 5:30 this morning gale force gusts woke me…
In a recent conversation with one of my closest soul sisters on this journey, we wound up sharing stories about bizarre relationships from our young years. We both had “stories.” What came to mind for me was an unusual interaction that began when I was fifteen in 1961. As details of this challenging time came back to me, I remembered that I had actually written a…
On the outside, I live a mostly quiet, solitary life. I haven’t yet found my “tribe” here in Colorado. On the inside, however, there is always an expansive reality to explore. These days, the so-called “real” world feels less and less real to me. I believe that we are in an unprecedented time of the evolution of consciousness, and that the truth that has been kept…
Decades ago I entered a competition in which I had to write a 150 word description of myself as if I were the protagonist in a novel. I was one of the winners. Here’s what it said:
She saw herself as the heroine of her own literary affairs du coeurs. She’d had three husbands, an inter-dimensional relationship with a famous Russian, a liaison with a younger…